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| "Sometimes, the ghosts of you I have in my head would breed irrational fantasies about us that I long to realize. However, at that very same instance, Reality decided to take a quick spin by and award me a tight slap on the face. I fell backward and never found the courage to get back up again. In the devouring depths of my own self-worthlessness I find myself trying to answer the same question over and over again: We're born of the same space, same place, same species, same shared dimension but one fact changes it all; we are of a different rate of change."
Even though we've cut things off between us, you will always be someone special to me. Even if you don't know it.
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| Tonight's just one of those nights where I can't come to terms with anything. I can't. I can't. I can't. When will it ever work out? I will never ever be good enough for anything or anyone. I can't even be good enough for myself. All these, it has to mean something. Please, help me see that. | | |
| "Choosing a path meant having to miss out on others. She had a whole life to live, and she was always thinking that, in the future, she might regret the choices she made now. “I’m afraid of committing myself,” she thought to herself. She wanted to follow all possible paths and so ended up following none. Even in that most important area of her life, love, she had failed to commit herself. After her first romantic disappointment, she had never again given herself entirely. She feared pan, loss, and separation. These things were inevitable on the path to love, and the only way of avoiding them was by deciding not to take that path at all. In order not to suffer, you had to renounce love. It was like putting out your own eyes not to see the bad things in life."
- Paulo Coelho | | |
| How are you? How are you doing? Are you doing well? Are you eating right? Are you getting enough rest? Are your family members fine? How's school? Do you like it? What about friends? Are they good friends? What do you wish for at night? What do you want right this instant? What are you thinking of right now? Who is by your side? Do you want more? Do you want less? Do you reminisce? Do you think about the past? Do you remember me? What do you regret? What are you thankful for? Does she make you happy? Does she make you smile? Does she love you? Do you love her? What are you reading now? What music do you listen to now? What's the top played song on your iPod? How are you feeling now? How is the weather like at your place? Do you still play the guitar? Do you still write the way you used to? Do you sing the way I remember? Do you miss anyone now? What is your favourite colour now? Has it changed? Have you changed much? Of course you have. Do you like who you are right now? Do you like who you were back then? What would you change in your past if you could? Do you laugh the same? Do you smile the same?
Are you happy?
Funny how we're all under the same sky, yet we might as well be worlds apart. | | |
| I'll never say, but you'll always be my little scar. | | |
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